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Sabitsuki International
05:53
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the stars don't shine
they never found the courage
they cower from the crowds
i close my eyes and find myself on desert isles
the rain it whips like sunlight
the tiny house where i suffocated
choking on the weight of my own future
sent to the factory to melt to slag and fashion it into junk to sell for scrap
waiting for storms to hold me and tell me it's ok
cuz it hurts sometimes (when you cry so hard)
and you get fucked up (and you go to work)
and you scream at night (at a house somewhere)
and you stumble home (and you cut your hair)
and you ask if this (is all that there is)
and you stare all night (into the abyss)
and you try to pretend you're happy when they ask if you're ok
way down there
at the bottom of the ocean
i bet they're happy
i bet that they're ok
no problems
no future and no worries
just endless quiet until your bones decay
i dreamt one time
the jones falls was flooding but it was ok
we all grew gills and fins and swam away
the cities crumbled
we sang in the ruins
the leather seats turned into marshes
and we built houses out of books so we could dance all day
i stand along the riverfront
wish i could fall
the water feels warm on my skin
pulling me down to the bottom again
the waves continue regardless of anything
the night is cold
the sky is dim
i find myself alone again
the pebbles pushing into my skin like a knife
do you remember when we danced along the banks
the only time i ever felt alive
cuz the rain falls hard (and the wind is cold)
and i'm still so young (but i feel so old)
and my body feels (like it's made of glass)
and i've got no future (and got no past)
and i ask if this (is all that there is)
and i cast myself (into the abyss)
and fall
i fall into the end of time
this is all i ever was a deadweight or a speck of dust cause
this is all i ever was a deadweight or a speck or dust cause
this is all i ever was a deadweight or a speck of dust cause
this is all i ever was a deadweight or a speck of dust
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2. |
Without You
03:41
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i think i've finally had enough
go find another victim for your bouts of passive spite
i'm insecure might just bore right through the floor
but i'm happier when you're not here turning life into a fight
may i advise
you act all pretty but your face is made of lies
this time i lost my mind
and i think it's time to find another town
rain is falling clouds are gone
tainted light feels like a bomb
but i think i'm feeling stronger after all
this time i lost my mind
but it ain't no good to cry just cuz it's gone
sun is falling sky's a bomb
winds are heavy i'm alone
but i think i'm feeling stronger after all
you thought i couldn't do this without you
i think i've finally had enough
go find another victim for your bouts of passive spite
feels like a truck crushing everything i love
snuff the fire that's inside me before i set myself alight
it feels like everything's a chore
every single word you said would start some stupid fight
well fuck that noise i won't listen anymore
soon you'll wish you never met me better take a fuckin hike
may i advise
you act all pretty but your face is made of lies
this time i lost my mind
and i think it's time to find another town
rain is falling clouds are gone
tainted light feels like a bomb
but i think i'm feeling stronger after all
this time i lost my mind
but it ain't no good to cry just cuz it's gone
sun is falling sky's a bomb
winds are heavy i'm alone
but i think i'm feeling stronger after all
you thought i couldn't do this without you
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Lonely
02:37
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wonder why can't i find the time
breathing slowly til i pass out
face down
laying here on the floor
red eyes
tired of this
life of standing on sidelines
i'm rotting so slowly but still tired of dying
tearstrains under my eyes
bags like a deadweight i wish i was blind
windows covered in cobwebs
spinning a web so nobody can find me
just leave me laying here alone
feels like i'm just a statue now
no heartbeat
no signs of
life of standing on sidelines
i'm rotting so slowly but still tired of dying
tearstrains under my eyes
bags like a deadweight i wish i was blind
windows covered in cobwebs
spinning a web so nobody can find me
just leave me laying here alone
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5. |
X&Y
08:08
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Est. July 2020
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